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îudv¹$ cNhv¹$ Nusp A¡L$ rhfpV$ N„°\ R>¡. dlpcpfsdp„ V$p`y R>¡. AY$pf AÝepe A_¡ kpskp¡ ïgp¡L$ R>¡. Ap Nusp\u cgcgp âcprhs \ep R>¡. îu Afqh„v$ Op¡j, rsgL$, Np„^uÆ, rh_p¡bp... v$f¡L¡$ `p¡s`p¡sp_u fus¡ Nusp_p¡ Aæepk L$ep£ R>¡ A_¡ A¡_p rhi¡ g¿ey„ R>¡. dpÓ v¡$i_p S> _l], `fv¡$i_p rhÜp_p¡ dpV$¡ `Z Nusp â¡fZp N„°\ -R>¡.
Nusp A¡V$g¡ cNhp__y„ Nus. Nus A¡V$g¡ k„hpv$-lpd®_u-X$pegp¡N. Ap L©$óZ A_¡ ASy>®__p¡ k„hpv$ R>¡. L©$óZ A_¡ ASy>®_ rdÓ. b„_¡ hÃQ¡ d_d¡m. d_d¡m lp¡e sp¡ S> X$pegp¡N i¼e b_¡. Nusp_¡ dpÓ q¾$epL$p„X$ê$`¡ hp„Qhp\u L$iy„ _ hm¡. Ap Nusp_p¡ S>Þd fZc|rd `f \ep¡ R>¡. L$p¥fhp¡ A_¡ `p„X$hp¡_y„ eyÙ, ASy>®_ gX$hp_u _p `pX¡$ R>¡. A_¡L$ blp_p„Ap¡ bsph¡ R>¡.
L$©óZ A„sep$®du R>¡. A¡ ASy>®__¡ gX$hp â¡f¡ R>¡. õh^d® ip¡ R>¡ A¡ hps_¡ kdÅh¡ R>¡. Nusp_¡ ê$`L$ sfuL¡$ Å¡CA¡ sp¡`Z Mp¡Vy„$ _\u. `l¡gp ïgp¡L$_p b¡ iåv$p¡ dlÒh_p R>¡- ^d®n¡Ó¡... Ly$fyn¡Ó¡, Ap`Ï„ ifuf A_¡ d_ ^d®n¡Ó R>¡, `Z Ap ^d®n¡Ó_u `X$M¡ S> Ly$fyn¡Ó R>¡.
iyc A_¡ Aiyc kp\¡ S> R>¡. L©$óZ S>¡hp¡ rdÓ lp¡e sp¡ ENfu iL$uA¡. Ap`Zpdp„ S> A¡L$ Ap„^mp¡ ^©sfpô²$ R>¡ A_¡ Sy>Npfu eyr^r›$f R>¡. dlpcpfs_u L$\p_p d|mdp„ Ap Sy>Npf R>¡. Ðepf\u S> L$p¥fh-`p„X$h_y„ h¥d_õe h^¡ R>¡ A_¡ h¡fT¡f_¡ L$p¡C Apfp¡Ap¡hpfp¡ lp¡sp¡ _\u.
L$©óZ_u hpZu Nd¡ s¡_¡ _ dm¡. A¡_¡ dpV¡$ `pÓsp Å¡CA¡. ASy>®_ L$©óZ_p¡ rdÓ R>¡. ASy>®_ F>Sy> R>¡, L$p¡dm R>¡, k„h¡v$_iug R>¡. k„h¡v$_iug dpZk_¡ rhjpv$ \pe. eyÙdp„ _\u gX$hy„, A¡ rhjpv$ ep¡N R>¡. Nusp_p AY$pf AÝepe A¡V$g¡ rhjpv$ ep¡N\u âpf„c L$fu_¡ dp¡n ep¡N ky^u_u epÓp.
Al] âï_ \i¡ L¡$ õh^d® A¡V$g¡ iy„? L©$óZ A¡V$g¡ ApL$j®Z, ApL$j®Z_y„ kpsÐe A¡ îuL©$óZ. õh^d® A¡ õhe„ L©$óZ R>¡. cpfs_¡ Nygpdudp„\u dy¼s L$fhp_p¡ õh^d® Np„^uÆ_¡ kp„`X$ép¡. cpfs_u õhs„Ósp A¡ Np„^uÆ_p¡ L©$óZ. Æh_dp„ dm¡gy„ âep¡S>_ A¡ L©$óZ. v$f¡L$_p¡ L©$óZ Sy>v$p¡ lp¡e R>¡ A¡V$g¡ L¡$ v$f¡L$_p¡ õh^d® Sy>v$p¡ lp¡e R>¡. dpf¡ dpV¡$ Å¡ L$rhsp kpfkh®õh lp¡e sp¡ L$rhsp A¡ dpfp¡ L©$óZ, dpfp¡ õh^d®.
rh_p¡bp cph¡A¡ blz kfk hps L$lu R>¡. dp_u gp¡ dpR>gu ÅZsu lp¡e L¡$ `pZu L$fsp„ v|$^ h^y d|ëehp_ R>¡ A_¡ S>m_¡ R>p¡X$u_¡ v|$^dp„ sfhp_y„ `k„v$ L$fi¡ sp¡ R>¡hV¡$ A¡ sfarX$ep„ dpfu_¡ dfu S>i¡. Nuspdp„ A¡V$g¡ S> L$üy„ R>¡ L¡$ `f^d® cep_L$ R>¡. õh^d®dp„ dfZ Aph¡ sp¡ A¡ dfZ BÃR>_ue R>¡. Nusp A¡V$g¡ ApQfZ_y„ ìepL$fZ. Np„^uÆ S>¡hp_p ìe[¼sÐhdp„ kdN° Nusp ÅZ¡ L¡$ dyqÖs \C_¡ ^bL¡$ R>¡.
Nuspdp„ d|m hps sp¡ ApV$gu S> R>¡. dpZk¡ L$d® L$fhy„, `Z Ap L$d® L¡$hu fus¡ L$fhy„? Ap`Z¡ Ap`Zp L$d®\u MfX$pCA¡ R>uA¡. L$d® L$fhy„ A_¡ MfX$phy„ _l] A¡ dyíL¡$g hps R>¡. hfkpv$dp„ blpf _uL$mhy„ A_¡ c]Åhy„ _l] A¡_p S>¡hu hps R>¡. L$d® L$fhy„ `Z Ap b^y„ lz„ S> L$fy„ Ry>„ A¡_p¡ L$sp®cph L$pY$u _pMhp¡. dp¡V$p cpN_p dpZkp¡ L$d® L$f¡ R>¡ Mfp, kam `Z \pe R>¡, `Z A¡ L$d® Üpfp `p¡sp_p Al„L$pf_y„ âv$i®_ L$f¡ R>¡. Ap`Z¡ r_rdÑ R>uA¡ A¡ cph\u L$d® L$fiy„ sp¡ Ald¹$ _uL$mu S>i¡.
Ap`Zu dp¡V$p cpN_u âh©rÑ Ald\u â¡fpe¡gu R>¡. Ald_u kp\¡ fpNÜ¡j, L$pd¾$p¡^ k„L$mpe¡gp R>¡. Ap`Z¡ fÅ¡NyZu dpZk R>uA¡. A¡L$ bpSy> kp[Òh¼sp R>¡, buÆ bpSy> spdku h©rÑ R>¡. Ald_u kp\¡ dprgL$u cph R>¡. Ap b^y„ dpfy„ kpd°pÄe R>¡. Ap b^y„ d¢ Ecy„ L$ey¯ R>¡. Nyfy v$epm drgL¡$ A¡L$ kfk hps L$lu R>¡. d¡_p bp¡g¡ R>¡ sp¡ d^yf gpN¡ R>¡ A_¡ bL$fu bp¡g¡ R>¡ sp¡ L$p_dp„ v$psZ afsy„ lp¡e A¡hy„ gpN¡ R>¡. bL$fu ApMp¡ qv$hk d¢ d¢ L$f¡ R>¡. d¡_p L$l¡ R>¡, d¥ _p, d¥ _p. Ap`Z¡ Ap`Ï„ lz„ `v$ L$pY$u gCA¡ sp¡ Ap`Zu hpZudp„ L¡$ Ap`Zp Dv¹$Npfdp„ dp¡f`]R>_u ky„hpm`_p¡ A_ych \pe.
Nuspdp„ L©$óZ¡ ASy>®__¡ rhðê$` v$i®_ L$fpìey„. kdN° rhðdp„ lh¡ lz„ ¼ep„ A¡_u ASy>®__¡ âsurs \C. âpf„cdp„ lz„ Ry>„ A¡_p¡ ¿epg lsp¡ A¡V$g¡ rhjpv$ lsp¡. kdN° b°ûp„X$_p k„v$c®dp„ lz„ ¼ep„e _\u A¡ op_ S> dlÒh_y„ R>¡. Nuspdp„ [õ\sâo_u hps L$fu R>¡. S>¡_u `°op [õ\f lp¡e A¡ [õ\sâo. S>¡ [õ\sâo R>¡ A¡ t_v$p\u AL$mpsp¡ _\u A_¡ õsyrs\u azgpsp¡ _\u.
Ap`Zp k„sp¡_y„ k„sÐh L$v$pQ d¡v$_u_p d¡v$dp„ d|fTpC S>sy„ li¡. ¿eprs_p¡ `Z A¡L$ _ip¡ lp¡e R>¡. S>¡ ifpb L$fsp„ h^pf¡ dpv$L$ lp¡e R>¡. dpZk S>¡V$gp¡ t_v$p A_¡ õsyrs\u `f A¡V$gp¡ A¡ ENfu Åe. Ald i|Þe dpZk S> [õ\sâo_y„ gnZ L¡$mhu iL¡$. Åmhu iL¡$.
rh_p¡bp cph¡A¡ A¡L$ kfk hps L$lu R>¡ L¡$ dpZk¡ Ap k„kpfdp„ kug L$f¡gu N„NpS>m_u gp¡V$u_u S>¡d fl¡hp_y„ R>¡. N„NpS>m_u Aphu gp¡V$u k„kpf kpNfdp„ cg¡ X|$bL$u dpf¡, A¡_¡ L$iy„ S> _l] \pe. A¡_y„ `p¡sp_y„ S>m blpf _l] hl¡ A_¡ blpf_y„ S>m A„v$f _l] âh¡i¡.
(Ap g¡M L$rh kyf¡i v$gpg_p "TgL$ _hf„N' `yõsL$dp„\u g¡hpdp„ Apìep¡ R>¡. s¡ dpV¡$ Ad¡ kyf¡i v$gpg A_¡ Bd¡S> `[ågL¡$iÞk_p Apcpfu R>uA¡.)
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